Social media is used for people to show the same things, the good parts of their lives, when there out having fun or that amazing news that you’ve received. Hardly anyone shows the real truth on these platforms, we just get the edited good times. Here’s the ugly truth. Life’s not always sunshine and unicorns. … Continue reading The honest truth
Happy Father’s Day
A happy Father’s Day to the father that isn’t here anymore. It’s almost been 22 years since you left us. I know I’m the end you weren’t thinking about how everything would impact on your family. I know we were most likely not even a thought going through your mind at the time. I don’t … Continue reading Happy Father’s Day
Empty
It’s like glass when we break
Time of your life
For what it’s worth, it was worth all the while
Opening Up
It can be a very daunting and overwhelming feeling when you find yourself starting to open up about yourself to someone.
Hurt – Nine Inch Nails
"If someone ever tells you a song is important to them you should turn it up and lay on your bed and close your eyes and really listen to it even if it's 10 minutes long because at the end you will know that person much better I think."
A book That Taught Me About Life: The Little Prince
I think the best way that I can sum up this post is leaving it with I would recommend that everyone read this book no matter how you are feeling or what you are going through there will be a character that will resonate with you in this story.
When it’s time for a change
I think it’s time for a change in my life..
Finding Motivation
“Moving on means getting back on track to align with the opposite of what turned you off”
Hopelessly Lost
"We cling to music, to poems, to quotes, to writing, to art because we desperately do not want to be alone. We want to know that we weren't going crazy and someone else out there knows exactly how you're feeling. We want someone to explain the things we can't."
Tired
"It is both a blessing and a curse to feel everything so very deeply"
Darkest Days
What do you do when you feel like the whole world is crashing down around you. Everything is falling to pieces and you are completely stuck unable to do anything. Completely helpless. I feel like my family resents me, they just tolerate me because I'm the only child but a complete fuckup in their eyes. … Continue reading Darkest Days
Unlovable?
“Stop telling people that no one will love them until they love themselves. Stop planting the idea in peoples brains that they are unworthy of love because of their own struggles.”
Lessons Learned
“The stars in the night sky are laughing in your voice.”
To Stay Or Go?
Happiness can not be traveled to, owned, earned, worn or consumed. Happiness is the spiritual experience of living every minute with love, grace and gratitude.
The Mark You Leave
“If you can change the way that people think. The way they see themselves. The way they see the world. If you can do that, you can change the way that people live their lives. That’s the only lasting thing you can create.”
Yesterday
“Beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear you are someone else, I am still right here. What have I become My sweetest friend? Everyone I know goes away in the end. And you could have it all my empire of dirt, I will let you down, I will make you hurt. If I could start again a million miles away, I will keep myself, I would find a way.”
A Place To Call Home
“But right now everything looks strange to me, as if I don’t belong here. It’s me that’s out of place. And the worst thing is that I feel that there’s somewhere that I do belong, I just can’t find it.”
The Calm Before The Storm
“Your handwriting. The way you walk. Which china pattern you chose. It’s all giving you away. Everything you do shows your hand. Everything is a self-portrait. Everything is a diary.”
Happiness?
“Of course I’ll hurt you. Of course you’ll hurt me. Of course we’ll hurt each other. But this is the very condition of existence. To become spring, means accepting the risk of winter. To become presence, means accepting the risk of absence”
Two Steps Forward, One Step Backwards…
“As yet you are nothing. No one has tamed you, and you have tamed no one. You are like my fox when I first knew him. He was only a fox like a hundred thousand other foxes. But I have made him my friend, and now he is unique in all the world.” And the roses looked all embarrassed. “You are beautiful, but you are empty” he went on. “One could not die for you.”
Empty
“You’re getting older, and you’ll see that life isn’t like your fairytales. The world is a cruel place. And you’ll learn that. Even if it hurts.”
Moving Forward
“It’s so hard to forget pain, but it’s even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from piece.”
Self Destruction
“That is the most difficult thing of all. It is far more difficult to judge oneself then to judge others. If you succeed in judging yourself correctly, then you are truly a man of wisdom”
Friendships
“Men have forgotten this truth. But you must not forget it. You become responsible, forever, for what you have tamed”
What Does Music Mean?
My music will tell you more about me than I ever will
Suicide Loss
Grief is like the ocean it comes in waves, ebbing and flowing. Sometimes the water is calm, and sometimes it is overwhelming. All we can do is learn to swim.
How True Heartbreak Unfolds
“I didn’t know what to say, how clumsy I felt. I didn’t know how to reach him, where to find him... it’s so mysterious, the land of tears”
Overthinking Life
“Look up at the sky. Ask yourself, has the sheep eaten the flower or not? And you’ll see how everything changes and no grown up will ever understand how such a thing could be so important”
Expressing Emotions
"You are the pilot, and the voice of the story. You are the one who creates and tells the stories for those who could not be there. You are unable to be comforted but wish to comfort others. There is a great something missing in your life. Do not forget that you are much loved. Let your sorrow be comforted..."
With Just A Thought 